visiting the wall for the 2nd time, i commented to my friend-if i had died in nam, no one would find my name. she asked why. because i use my middle name-david. no one knows my first name is james. 30 seconds later as we were walking up the walk, out of 58,000 names, one jumped out at me as if it were a lightning bolt--james d dillon--my payroll signature. i could do nothing but sit down, catch my breath and pray for the man that shared my name and place on the wall.