Christopher James Wotton

god i cant do this anymore!!! and i miss you so much!! fuck chris why the fuck did you do this!!!!

hey chris, well just wanted to say i love you and merry xmas!! this is our first xmas with vj and of course miss rosie!! hope you are looking over us as always!! miss you teribly as always but one day we will meet again and have many christmases and watch over everyone else our family!!! it still hurts though your not here!! love you brother very much xoxoxooxoxo

god christopher you broke my heart!!! i throught it got a little easier !! guess what IT STILL FUCKIN SUCKS AND IT STILL HURTS LIKE HELL!!! WHY THE HELL DID YOU DO IT????? I MISS YOU SOO MUCH!! GOD I MISS YOU LOVING YOU ALWAYS XXXXXXX

hey chris, i miss you so much, my heart feels heavier nearly 4 yrs since you left us!!! you should of not done this i swear to god one day i,m going to thump you!!! i miss you so much!! god should of not let you go!! love you so much oxoxoxo

miss you heaps!! wish you could come home xoxoxoox

love you miss you bro xoxoxoox

hey mate!!! everything is good here!! i am so happy little rosie is just wonderful!! all the kids adore her!! lol we like her too!! keep the kids safe for me !! i miss you so much, miss talking to you!! miss your advice! i can hear you now fuckem all!! lol give me a sign everything will be ok?? i really need it at the moment!! love you xoxoxo

hey chris i miss you!! well i am now mrs harley yay i didnt know you could be this happy!! and now your little niece was born on the 9th we called her rosie doreen harley!! she is gorgeous but i,m sure that you know that already!! i hope you can see and feel our happiness here! i wish you were here! thank you for watching over the kids, they love you so much! love you chris xoxooxox

Wishes heaven had a phone, so I could hear your voice again. I thought of you today, but that is nothing new. I thought about you yesterday & days...... before that too. I think of you in silence, I often speak your name. ... All I have are memories & a picture in a frame.

hey little brother, i miss you so much, well in a week we get married! and i throught i would cope not having you here or any other family but now it has hit me!!i,ll have my kids , but guess i,m little old fashion sometimes! i know you will be watching! and your always in my heart! just so sad you and clifford wont be here! keep watching over us your big sooky sister me xoxoxoxo

hey brother , having been missing you so much, the last few months have been hard,crazy, stressful, confusing. and finally the day is coming my wedding day,and you wont be here in person, guy is my world you would really like him/love him! pls watch over clifford for me he really needs you! i miss you so much my heart aches everyday! love you forever brother oxoxoxoxox

hey chris really missing you today! i miss you so much!! oxoxoxox

hey brother!!! well today is your birthday! happy birhtday chris! i miss you so much! well here is some good birthday news for you, your gonna be a uncle again! and the baby is a little girl and we are calling her rosie doreen harley! so this little one will be another one to watch over!just think you will be 37 today! getting old lad!! i wish i could ring you! lots of love always your sister me xoxoxoxooxoxo

well chris had a jack for you yesterday! i miss you so much, it hurts! keep watching over us! xoxox

Those we love don't go away, They walk beside us every day, Unseen, unheard, but always near, Still loved, still missed and very dear

If I should go tomorrow It would never be goodbye, For I have left my heart with you, So don't you ever cry. The love that's deep within me, Shall reach you from the stars, You'll feel it from the heavens, And it will heal the scars.

i hate it when i have great news to tell you and i think i,ll call you, but i can,t!! i miss you so very much xo

hey thinking about you today i miss you so much!! uncle stumpy passed away yesterday! if i could have one wish it would be to have you back home!! xxooox

sitting here this morning with richard, wishing you were here/missing you and thinking how you maybe around in spirit your not in person! you would adore richard he is so gorgoeos! lol i think he has your ears lol yep they stick out!! hahaha. i miss you chris xoxo

Letting go of you- I know I have to let you go. How I will I do not know. I know that it's your time to die. What I don't know is how to say goodbye. I'll miss you so much I don't know what to do. I guess I'll just end this poem with a goodbye and an I love you.-Jenna leigh Walters-

why did you go?? i,m miss you every day but today is really hard, my heart is aching i wish you were here xoxox

When I am gone, release me When I am gone, release me - let me go I have so many things to see and do.- You must not tie yourself to me with tears - Be happy that we had so many years- I gave you love, you can only guess how much you gave me in happiness - I thank you for the love each have shown but now it is time I travelled alone - So grieve awhile for me if grieve you must, - then let your grief be comforted by trust - It is only for a while that we must part so bless those memories within your heart.- I will not be far away, for life goes on. so if you need me, call and I will come. - Though you cannot see or touch me, I will be near - And if you listen with your heart, you will hear - All of my love around you, soft and clear.- Then when you must come this way alone, I will greet you with a smile and "welcome home"

If tears could build a stairway If tears could build a stairway and thoughts a memory lane I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again No Farewell words were spoken No time to say good-bye You were gone before I knew it And only God knows why.- My heart's still active in sadness And secret tears still flow What it meant to lose you No one can ever know. But now I know you want us To mourn for you no more To remember all the happy times Life still has much in store.- Since you'll never be forgotten I pledge to you today A hallowed place within my heart Is where you'll always stay. - God knows why, with chilling touch, Death gathers those we love so much, And what now seems so strange and dim, Will all be clear, when we meet Him. I Knew you for a Moment

God's Garden God looked around his garden And He found an empty place. And then He looked down upon the earth, And saw your tired face. He put His arms around you, And lifted you to rest. God's garden must be beautiful, He always takes the best. He knew that you were suffering, He knew you were in pain, He knew that you would never Get well on earth again. He saw the road was getting rough, And the hills were hard to climb, So He closed your weary eyelids, And whispered"Peace be thine." It broke our hearts to lose you. But you didn't go alone, For part of us went with you, The day God called you home. ~author unknown~

A few lines from "How Do I Say Goodbye To A Brother Like You": "How do I say goodbye to a brother That I love as much as you? I still cannot believe you're gone I'm still hoping it isn't true Wishing this heartache was just a dream From which I'd wake up and find You still here, in life, with us Or if not...somehow time we could rewind For I don't know how to do it How to say goodbye to a brother like you There's almost no one who's shared as much of my life Who knows me as well as you I often think upon the memories we shared When we were very young You teased me, played with me and laughed with me When our lives had just begun When we shared simple thoughts and simple dreams And were lost in childhood's plans Dreaming up our next adventures In the vivid ways only children can And as we grew up there were more special moments

god i miss you so much!!